I am having a lot of extreme tenderness in my abdomen. The bruising is as dark as I think it can possibly get so it should start turning green soon.
My mom left this morning to go back home. I did not want her to ever leave! I cried and crying made my tummy hurt more.
Everyday up unto today I have been sleeping a lot. I could stay awake about two hours in the morning and after that I would be sleeping most of the rest of the day, with short awake spells where I would walk out to the living room for a little bit, then go back to bed. I read a lot of people’s recoveries and they all said they felt better after three days. I still do not feel better at all. Each day my tummy has hurt more and more. I keep the binder on all day to support the pain, then I remove it while I sleep at night.n
I wish I could understand why I always get ignored and left to suffer, no matter how much pre planning I do. I did everything I could do I order to make sure I would not be left in pain. I am even seen at the same place for my mental issues and it is all over my charts that I have panic with agoraphobia. I cannot wrap my head around how I was left to spiral so out of control. I had hoped I was was going to be able to post about how great the staff was and how they we’re on top of my pain and my recovery was going so well. I wanted to give others hope that came looking for what to expect after a radical hysterectomy.
I feel more awake today, so I guess I will spend the day in bed watching things on Netflix or Hulu plus. Up until now I was unable to keep my eyes open. I was even slurring my speech with great need to sleep.
I am attaching a photo from last night of my tummy area, so that is four days post-op.