I am tired of barely surviving. Tired of the enormous amount of pain I have to deal with every day of my life. I have tried so many different things seeking something to help me. Unfortunately, when you don’t have any money, there is not much you can do. I was able to try Wild Lettuce and it did nothing for my pain.
I know that I have to make a change and soon, or it will be too late. I can feel it deep inside of me. I have stayed here as long as I could, but this is no life at all. Struggling to get by and survive. As if the chronic pain wasn’t bad enough.
I am going to have several blocks done on my lower back at the end of this month. If they help at all, then I will have ablationS done to burn off the nerves, though they will eventually grow back. Fingers crossed.
Mid December I am going to my parents in Florida for three weeks. I honestly feel like I don’t want to even bother coming back here. To the same old crap and struggle. Maybe I won’t. Maybe I need to just stay there and be done with everything here, because if I don’t I doubt I will still be alive this time next year…
CHRONIC 