Another Day…….

Here is another day!  Doing my best to get through like all the other days.  Pain has been intense for 2 weeks now.  MRI tomorrow.  Here is to hoping they find the cause of the intense pain and have a solution.

Tick Tock the clock ticks by.  So many thoughts fill my mind.  From finding ways to cope to dealing with the negative mind.  Like a roller coaster of emotions and a race track of feelings.  We choose who we allow in our life.  Sometimes we have to come to a decision to no longer allow some people in our lives.  It is hard to do and usually has a lot of negativity surrounding it.  After time, it usually dies down.  Unless of course you ended a relationship with a crazy person. 

  Never allow anyone to be in your life that does not bring positive things to your life.  Never allow anyone to walk all over you.  No matter how much pain and suffering you may be in, you are the most important thing in your life.  Everyone has rough times and horrible days.  That’s when you take it one hour at a time or one minute at a time.  Any kind of suffering is not right, but the world is so full of it these days.  Doctors do not seem to really care anymore.  I am sure there are a few good ones out there, but finding them is a chore in its self.  I read posts from many people that spend years and dozens of doctors before they find one that will actually care enough to help.  The key thing is to keep the HOPE alive and keep pushing forward for one day there will be an answer.

So set forth now and clean the negative from your life.  Right down to the things in your home.  If the object is not something you love and does not have a real purpose, toss it out!  Clutter effects us on an emotional level too.  Plus its less things to clean when you dust!  One room at a time, one closet, one space.  Do not over do it!  Slow and steady wins this race…